Christmas is Coming ....

Dear Lord,
Christmas is coming , this year i am going to make fruit jelly for my work place celebrations....i had also bought presents for all my family members ....and yeah...on christmas day i will meet secondary friends for a gathering .....is going to be eventful for the next few days....then again at the back of mind ....there is two things that is bothering me, one is work ....there is alot of stuff to be done .....then again i am in festive moods and not really able to concentrate and do the things....lord is not an excuse right ??Lord help me.....The second is that i am waiting to go for checkups at SGH for lump discovered on my breast ......2 to 3 mths ago i have constant pain at my breast and is inverted too.....is not going off ...so decided to see a doctor.....is not first time i realise i had lumps on my breast....last year the other breast had it and recovered ......i hope this time round ....it will heal too....Lord, i believe you are a healer , since you had heal me so much for the past, i know i will be heal too this time .....Sunday sermon on faith, hope and love.....i want to apply it to my situation now .....and i know that with much faith, a hope in you and great love from You.....i know that whatever condition in the end i suffer, i know my joy is in You....Amen!

Love you,
Sweet, Simple, Satisfield Sally

2 cor 5:17-19

Hi God ,
I was reading at the verse a few days ago while doing quiet time....remember is a verse i have for Quincey's birthday....(ha, wondering how he was ....is he now happily spending his time with wife, hope he is , may their lives glorify your name)....coming back to what i had learnt from quiet time ....a thot come back to me ....during YMM days ...amongst the last sermon i attend with Quincey is about this too....message of reconcillation.....oh no god what is the matter with me ....enough of Quincey....and just write what have you learnt .....In my life application bible (a gift from my cell-mates , so blessed right ....thank god for frens ) they make a real difference in my life .....Sally....can you go back to main point .....why huh ??Today what happen to you??ok...ok....in the bible is said christians are brand new people on the inside.It requires a new way of looking at all people and all of creation.Does your life reflect this new perspective ??
Year end is coming, and seriously reviewing back on my life for this whole year ....it is indeed a year both of growth (pastor benny thots )and of sacrifice(Cell leader Chris thots).....Well, how should i put it ....guess in my heart i know how this two truths is being so real but i couldn't put it in thots here ....lord you understand right ??hmmm.....does my life reflect this new perspective ....guess i only know that whether ....is the old me doing the thinking or the new sally doing the thinking ....i should put all thots under that of chirst ,our lord ....as ambassador for God ....how am i doing it to reflect that character of reconciliation??
.....Be willing to be part of the solution to those problems and in so doing, share the love of Christ .....in praying this prayer he was also willing to be part of the answer to that prayer if God would so choose to use him.....i dun know where did i manage to copy the above from....but guess i want to learn from him....willing to be part of the answer to that prayer if God would so choose to use me ....Amen! Good night , God ....may i have a wonderful coming weekend....thank you lord....Love you, Sally

Hi God, i eat six leh....

Dear lord, eat six leh....i am doing 101 things at work but not work....terrible me .....lord let me be able to do the right thing at the right time .....i feel that i am cheating the organization leh....so lord , grant me full concentration that i will make good use of time to produce work .....and not doing things that will not glorify you.....but lord you know what i did right ??Nothing matters , as long as i know i am doing things that is what you plans for me to do .....Thinking of someone now....hopes everything is fine for him.....haha....Sally, watch up....don't make the mistake you make so many years ago.....if he is for you he will eventually be with you....if not guess, i know i still have the joy of the lord.....Amen!

Dear God, thanks for today....

Dear God,
Thank you for this day....had a good day working and talking to my niece and nephew ....thanks for friends who have pray for me ....my cell group,Rigine ....and my loving parents who care for me so much .....reminding me to take my medicine ..... anyway not all friends give good advise ....guess i need to pray for direction....and yes lord just want to thank you for the tuition i got ....for next year .....thinking of my future ....and i am so hopeful becos i am secure that my love is anchor in the life that you had given up 2000 odd years ago....Amen!lord bless the people i have and meet, may the love of christ in me may touch their hearts that they will repent their past sins ....and strive to live a life full of your love and grace .....Amen!I want to continue to love you with all my heart , my mind and my soul.....Amen!Amen! Amen!

Love from princess,
Sally

Dear Lord, i pray that i will sleep

Dear lord,
Please let me sleep tonight and let me be able to concentrate on work tomorrow .....i am terrible .....guess i just know that things is going to turn up alright ....Right, Amen!

Dear God , how i wish i could call someone

God ......i wish i could talk to someone .....someone whom i wish like when i took the car ride .....but no lor i am not able to terrible ....terrible ......what should i do , i will pray about it ....then.....hope that i can really brace up .....

Stop being such a fool

Sometimes lord, i think i am a fool....jus recover from my past hurts ....and i am falling into it again....terrible .....how could i make myself like that .....well the person is .....someone in cell, and the terrible thing is i cannot touch him....he got a gf already .....and lord i am jus being someone who is a fool.....sometimes when i think of it i think i should apply divine guidance and that is decision of discipline .....lord help me ok....