Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Live by Faith - Not by Fact nor Feeling

Dear lord,
a lot ....alot of thots dun know how to figure it out ....to put into words ....but sometimes love is slient.....faith is slient ....being still ......lord i dun know why, thought that my tears had stop ....but why is it coming back.....yes, about Quincey....a person who should died in my heart .....he make his choice .....God why must i keep thinking, thinking won't change things, won't change his decision, let go .....give him have the freedom.....my will to live is gone....but i can't because there is my parents, family and i am going to purchase a flat .....Geok Mui....this isn't worth it ....but this is love , this is grace .....Geok Mui be the sally that you know .....ok....but lord this Sally is the one with Quincey ....a star who becomes a angel ....you wrote your own story .....but lord ....i dun know it will turn up that .....he dun love me at all...not even a bit ....be strong girl ....you have your loved ones , you have a job ....be thankful for all these ,be faithful to the small things then you know you need to do now ....take a step at a time ok??Be happy for Quincey, time will heal the wounds ya .....guess he don't want to see you sad too....guess his love for you is not that of a lover .....lord help me to stop crying ....i am at office leh ....and there is a guy opposite me .....do you want to lose your Job??And go through the terrible times again.....buck up Geok Mui .....Sally without man you can live too ....as christ is preached ....that is most important ......carry on ya!

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