Dear God,
Today i received news that Quincey is getting married ....is not surprising right ??Because he had a girlfriend already so natuarlly the next step is getting married ....i should be happy for him....guess i really should ....the thing is that i cried because there is still pain in my heart ....lord let me say a prayer for him and his soon to be wife ....Lord may you bless this couple a loving heart towards each other , may their coming together glorify Your name, may they be united in their spirits and as they live together may they provide to each other needs, giving and helping each other to fulfill their destiny in You....let them have such wonderful time with each other and realise that yes,lord you have make everything beautiful for them....in jesus name Amen....Lord i say a prayer for myself ....lord help me to be sane in knowing that Quincey is no longer available .....and let me be able to let go .....guess i had try holding on too long ....is a love that is not love .....a decomposite love .....guess i am going to be ok soon....lord i also want to thank you for a great birthday....had a spa . prayer session and pastor Benny talk....sometimes i thought of my rainbow prayer ....sometimes i thot of things that i wrote .....and it always hurts me ....becos what i prayed is always not the answer that turns up to be .....Sally rise up ....dun turn back .....come a long way and you are still going to go a long way ok??God thanks for telling me that ....haha.....In jesus name Amen!
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Money Again....
Dear lord ,
Yesterday i cried ....over the fact that my mom had commented that i stirred up trouble becos i asked for ang pao for my birthday.....
is money problem again.....lord when can i feel that i dun need to worry about money .....lord why must i choose money instead of you.....i think is becos i had no wisdom in spending my money .....had took up a arts course that cost me quite a lot .....but i think i want to do it .....maybe i should be more prudent but i am not.
Yesterday i cried ....over the fact that my mom had commented that i stirred up trouble becos i asked for ang pao for my birthday.....
is money problem again.....lord when can i feel that i dun need to worry about money .....lord why must i choose money instead of you.....i think is becos i had no wisdom in spending my money .....had took up a arts course that cost me quite a lot .....but i think i want to do it .....maybe i should be more prudent but i am not.
Sunday, July 5, 2009
I am so vain,God
Dear lord ,
Over the weekend i am so vain, i do manicure and pedicure , put face mask , buy clothings .....makeup etc. aiyo lord , terrible me ....but guess i am happily doing all this .....lord guess most important thing is that i remember that all these is make possible by what you had given me.
On a more serious note , lord i feel that i am not willing to give my time to help someone .....i had wrestle the thought of should i give or not ....but find that weekends are the only time available for me to do my things and stuff....sometimes i felt that i said i want to love you and thus loving people with your love .....but i am not doing it .....so am i lying ....lord please forgive me ....help me to overcome this ....guess i had a long way to go.....lord let your wisdom and love guide me....in jesus name Amen!
Over the weekend i am so vain, i do manicure and pedicure , put face mask , buy clothings .....makeup etc. aiyo lord , terrible me ....but guess i am happily doing all this .....lord guess most important thing is that i remember that all these is make possible by what you had given me.
On a more serious note , lord i feel that i am not willing to give my time to help someone .....i had wrestle the thought of should i give or not ....but find that weekends are the only time available for me to do my things and stuff....sometimes i felt that i said i want to love you and thus loving people with your love .....but i am not doing it .....so am i lying ....lord please forgive me ....help me to overcome this ....guess i had a long way to go.....lord let your wisdom and love guide me....in jesus name Amen!
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Lord, i manage to finish my work
Dear Lord ,
Thanks for letting me able to finish my reports you know i have been having fear that i will not be able to finish ....and lord this moring i pray and remember a verse in bible ....i check it up now and write here....i dun really know the verse in the morning ....k i should waste no time ....going to my bible right now.....will be back....2 Timothy 1:7 For God did not give us a spirit of timidity but a spirit of power ,of love and of self discipline ....Amen!Lord, let me be able to live out this verse ....may your love fills me till i cannot contain but will fills it over to another person lives ....may i be able to know that with you alone ....i know i am a conquerer ....lord i know that you will heard me and fills me ....lord empower, transforms me ,let me be able to conform to Jesus ....so your name is glorify by the way i live my life ....In jesus name Amen!
Thanks for letting me able to finish my reports you know i have been having fear that i will not be able to finish ....and lord this moring i pray and remember a verse in bible ....i check it up now and write here....i dun really know the verse in the morning ....k i should waste no time ....going to my bible right now.....will be back....2 Timothy 1:7 For God did not give us a spirit of timidity but a spirit of power ,of love and of self discipline ....Amen!Lord, let me be able to live out this verse ....may your love fills me till i cannot contain but will fills it over to another person lives ....may i be able to know that with you alone ....i know i am a conquerer ....lord i know that you will heard me and fills me ....lord empower, transforms me ,let me be able to conform to Jesus ....so your name is glorify by the way i live my life ....In jesus name Amen!
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Dear God what do i actually love to do
Dear Lord ,
Recently my friends had prayed for me and they think that i should seriously think about what can i do and love to do and stop wasting my time away .....actually i want to do drawings and paintings and handicrafts .....but lord i do not know how to start ....i had lost touch of painting and drawing ....and i love to do writing ....i want to be able to do these with you in the picture and glorify you with all these works of mine ......lord help me to be able to do it ......and lord how am i be able to make use of my time to the fullest .....lord please help me in jesus name amen!
Recently my friends had prayed for me and they think that i should seriously think about what can i do and love to do and stop wasting my time away .....actually i want to do drawings and paintings and handicrafts .....but lord i do not know how to start ....i had lost touch of painting and drawing ....and i love to do writing ....i want to be able to do these with you in the picture and glorify you with all these works of mine ......lord help me to be able to do it ......and lord how am i be able to make use of my time to the fullest .....lord please help me in jesus name amen!
Friday, June 5, 2009
God, Thank You For Your Grace
Hi Lord,
Sometimes i think i am such a stupid sinful person, and so worthless but you are still so full of grace for me .....dieing to give us life abundance .....what did you see in me .....and this make me want to really love you with all my heart, as i learn to love you more , i know i had learnt to love people, because as you had written in bible what i do to the people i am doing it unto you .....lord grant me the wisdom to love the people with a sincere heart and knows that is in giving that i am able to know the real value of love....then again i must give to the right persons with the right things .....not all people will have pure hearts ....we are sent out to be doves be pure in our thoughts but we must be wise too....knowing when to avoid the temptations and vices that we should avoid.....Lord give me this wisdom....Amen!
Sometimes i think i am such a stupid sinful person, and so worthless but you are still so full of grace for me .....dieing to give us life abundance .....what did you see in me .....and this make me want to really love you with all my heart, as i learn to love you more , i know i had learnt to love people, because as you had written in bible what i do to the people i am doing it unto you .....lord grant me the wisdom to love the people with a sincere heart and knows that is in giving that i am able to know the real value of love....then again i must give to the right persons with the right things .....not all people will have pure hearts ....we are sent out to be doves be pure in our thoughts but we must be wise too....knowing when to avoid the temptations and vices that we should avoid.....Lord give me this wisdom....Amen!
Monday, May 25, 2009
God, Bless my sister
God, you know what happened to my sister .....but thank God you are healing her ....and i know you will continue to bless her .....Lord ....i had so much to say to you then, again....i dun know what should i say.....i only knows that you already know all that in me .....guess i just want to continue to love you and lord let your plans for me unfold and let me continue my faith with you to be strong .....and well....yes i am still thinking of Quincey.....and i am praying for him and his girlfriend ......may their relationship be built strong in your love .....let them know that you are their anchor of their lives and their love for each other......bless them, dear lord....
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