Dear God,
Today i received news that Quincey is getting married ....is not surprising right ??Because he had a girlfriend already so natuarlly the next step is getting married ....i should be happy for him....guess i really should ....the thing is that i cried because there is still pain in my heart ....lord let me say a prayer for him and his soon to be wife ....Lord may you bless this couple a loving heart towards each other , may their coming together glorify Your name, may they be united in their spirits and as they live together may they provide to each other needs, giving and helping each other to fulfill their destiny in You....let them have such wonderful time with each other and realise that yes,lord you have make everything beautiful for them....in jesus name Amen....Lord i say a prayer for myself ....lord help me to be sane in knowing that Quincey is no longer available .....and let me be able to let go .....guess i had try holding on too long ....is a love that is not love .....a decomposite love .....guess i am going to be ok soon....lord i also want to thank you for a great birthday....had a spa . prayer session and pastor Benny talk....sometimes i thought of my rainbow prayer ....sometimes i thot of things that i wrote .....and it always hurts me ....becos what i prayed is always not the answer that turns up to be .....Sally rise up ....dun turn back .....come a long way and you are still going to go a long way ok??God thanks for telling me that ....haha.....In jesus name Amen!
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