God, Bless my sister

God, you know what happened to my sister .....but thank God you are healing her ....and i know you will continue to bless her .....Lord ....i had so much to say to you then, again....i dun know what should i say.....i only knows that you already know all that in me .....guess i just want to continue to love you and lord let your plans for me unfold and let me continue my faith with you to be strong .....and well....yes i am still thinking of Quincey.....and i am praying for him and his girlfriend ......may their relationship be built strong in your love .....let them know that you are their anchor of their lives and their love for each other......bless them, dear lord....

Dear God What should i seek??

Dear God,
I know i should not seek after money nor fame , but after your kingdom....loving the people and being a good testimony , i read in a book it says Our goal is not to live big, grabbing all we can for ourselves.Our goal is to trust God to live big in us as we give ourselves for the good of others - especially those less fortunate than us.Lord help me not to wallow in my own misery of not having enough but goes forward to do my bit for the community ....lord built me up that i will do my best at my workplace and giving my best for the clients that comes to my center.....Lord i want to continue to serve you with my heart and my mind, give me wisdom and guide me with grace that i know i can love all .....with Christ unfailing love .....lord let me continue to strive on in jesus name Amen!

God, the resurrected hopes of mine

Dear Lord,
During the Good Friday Service, the worship leader had ask us what is the thing that you would like to cruisfy with you.....and then, on Sunday let it resurrected with new hopes.....you know what i need to crusify .....the feelings of wanting to find a man's love.....i should let go of the feelings of wanting to get attached so much....and enjoy my singleness, well i guess during the Sunday.....i was filled with love of christ in me ......the thought of being attached or single is no longer an issue.....as i know that with christ love i could survived on my own and with His love, i could love others without wanting anything back....a tall and wide love .....with depth .....agape love .....i guess i just want to continue to walk with you .....holding your hands and with fear and gladness let your wisdom guide me in living my life solely for You.....as You are the one that matters.....In Jesus name,Amen!

God, i am thankful

Lord,
I am thankful that you had brought me so far, let me be able to let go of all those wanting to be love feelings and continue my journey with you .... i know that with your love alone i could be satisfield .....conitnue to uphold me .....especially i pray that you will let me be able to perform at my work place even when my good boss had been transfer.....
Lord, i want to thank that you protect and provide for my family and parents.....may they be able to see your goodness and come to worship you.....may my life be a testimony to them of your love for all of us .....
Lord help me to know that with you alone ....i could overcome every difficult situation in my life .....let me grow in my faith and love for you.....In Jesus name,Amen!

Well,God Uphold me ....

Dear lord,
U know the scizophenic side of me wants to believe that Quincey's girlfriend is actually me.....and that is untrue but the thots keep coming back.....lord please help me to shake off these thots, he leads his life and i lead mine......i should not have thought of him anymore because it do me no good ......guess he is never a good friend to me and there is nothing between us so.....really i need to let go and stop thinking of him.....i want to use my time wisely to do things that benefit the people and glory you.....lord allow me to have wisdom to continue to do things purposely for you....lord help me to concentrate doing a good job, being a good daughter and sister to family and being a good friend.I need you to uphold me in all things i do .....God help me.....in Jesus name Amen!

God, songs for you

Dear lord,
While working ....i have this song in mind, things in the past, things yet unseen, wishes and hopes that are yet to come true, all of my hopes all of my dreams i am giving it to you......yes lord i remember a time while at church i had kneel down and sing this song to you.....lord just let me say how much i love you let me of speak of your mercy and grace, and just let me live in your .....you are my strength when i am weak you are the treasure that i seek you are my all in all.....i want to run to the altar and catch the fire , standing in between the living and the dead, give us a heart of compassion for a world without vision.....love you so much Jesus love you so much ,how my heart longs for you longs to worship you forever ......let me shine for you....shine jesus fill this land with your glory and love .....lord, loving you always.....Sally (the lady whose heart,mind and soul belongs to you, fill me with the holy spirit to do your will....Amen!)

God, Quincey had a girlfriend

Lord, yesterday i received an email from my sister , and well , she told me Quincey has a steady girlfriend.The first thought i had is to call my close friend ,shulan, to tell her.....well i don't really know how i felt....maybe confused is the word.Later in the night, i starts to wonder who is that lucky girl , and how does she looks like .....i think Quincey will love her alot, because Quincey is a good man ......well , in the morning i sms shulan and christine to tell them i am happy for him....guess i am really happy for him.....then, again.....i felt jealous of that girl....she wins his heart .....guess she must be a very pretty and nice godly girl.Well....hope that their relationship will be built strongly in the love of our god, You.....and lord i pray that Quincey will really have joy and peace living his life with this girl and they will be happy and lord may their union together give glory to you......Lord continue to bless Quincey abundantly, and lord let me not suffered heartache, but really be happy for him.....and lord bless me that i will journey through this life holding my hands tightly to yours and knowing that you will be strength and shield....in jesus name Amen!