God, I really,really want a partner

Dear God,
I think i really,really want a partner to share my life with.But i want a partner who knows how to love me , and care for me......and i in turn know how to care and love him well....lord, if Kelvin is the one make him grow to be more loving towards me....and not only concentrate on work.....then again, i guess that he got a lot of girl friends other than me....since i lost my trust in him....should i continue to be with him....then again he did not make an effort to call me at all......Well,but then i do have feelings for him.....well,God i think i pray that if he is for me then change him if not let me be able to let go .....a bible verse i come across ....1John5:14 This is the confidence we have in approaching God; that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us. And if we know that he hears us- whatever we ask -we know that we have what we asked of him.....
Yes, whatever i ask must be in his will.....and if it is then i know that i will have what we asked of him.....maybe lord you are just telling me that you are enough for me and need not a man in my life .....guess yes, i know i will be complete in your love ......although a partner is what i really really want but i know if is in your will for me to have one ....you will provide .....and if not i will also be glad to live my single life devoted only to you....Amen!

God, Guys again....

Well, i had contacted Kelvin back....but he never make an effort to be with me....said want to call me but never return my calls....and Lord you know i know a new guy friend TanD who is not a christian ....and he is also not making an effort to contact me ....haha....i am so sad ....not able to love and be love ...and valentine's day is round the corner.....haha....but God i have you loving me and that is more than enough ....may i continue to love all of them with that of a pure love.Below are bible verses i remember from last week...try to type it out now....

Phillpians 4:6
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and peition ,with thanksgiving present your requests to God.

Ephsians 2:10
For we god's workmanship,created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God had prepared in advance for us to do.

1 John 1:4
If we confess our sins, God is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.

James 3:17
For the wisdom that comes from heaven is first of all pure, peace-loving, considerate,submissive, full of mercy and good fruit , impartial and sincere.

oh....no ....i thought i remembered six but i can only do four and is not very correct too....lousy Sally....the rest is ....i go and take a look....

Proverbs 3:5,6
Trust in the lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight.

2 Cor 5:17
Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation,the old has gone,the new has come!

Work - A place where transformation takes place

Dear God,
I had discovered that i am making changes in my attitudes and character through this work you had so kindly let me have a chance to do .....although work is heavy and there is a thousand and one thing to do .....i found that i am loving it .....which i had not felt for a long time.Lord, i want to thank you that you provide this job for me ......thank you for the good bosses (yes that includes the lady boss that i don't love).....guess i want to go deeper .....lord i pray that you open ways possible for me to get to study social work and be able take this up as a career .....you know my heart and my mind .....lord , i had been so touched by everything You do for me .....and everyday i just want to continue to be transformed by your love and mercy for me .....never will i know how my future will turn up, but i am confident with You walking daily with me .....i know and i know there is a hope for me ......the dark days are over and a brand new Sally had emerge , i know You will continue to mould and transform me into the person that you would want to have in the kingdom of yours, for that i am grateful and thankful.....lord, may your hands be upon me .In jesus name,Amen!

First Holy Communion at 2009

Thank God for speaking to me at church is a long time since i last heard you thank you...Below is what i wrote on YMM church web (forum page)....feel free to go there www.yishunmethodist.org... Lord i am so glad that you speak .....help me to continue to seek you with all my heart, soul and mind ....allow me to grow in love with you deeply Amen!

Hi all,God seldom speak to me clearly as in He dun make himself heard easily to me but today he speak to me when i took the Holy communion.I had ask him to speak to me and thank God He did.Since i had always been troubled by money and relationship problems i had ask him to speak to me regarding the above at church before taking the bread ,then he spoke....

Take my body , the bread ,my provisions to you,food to fill your stomach (represent the food, money etc) and later the cup (my blood)represent the relationships that i had been seeking....and suddenly i realised that God had already provided for me all this while and till now he speak so clearly to me ....

And i am really glad that He spoke....His voice is the gentle voice of my own ....it came from within and somehow i know and i know is Him who had spoke.Praise the Lord!Amen

How should we love??

Dear God,
You know i have diffcultity loving those that i don't like (i had been rather angry with my lady boss Alice)....and i find it so hard to love somebody that you don't agree with ....i had always had this problem that i can't love the people i work with .....and lord i think the problem lies with me because i wasn't able to agree with their ways ....i think i always want to think that i am right in doing the things which is not always the case.
Lord, help me to be less self-center ....that i should accept others working style .....and that their ways may be better .....lord you know my heart and my mind .....renew the ways i had always been hold on and lead me to a higher way of doing my work so that all glory goes back to you....in jesus name Amen

2008 ending soon....Welcome 2009

Dear God,

2008 is ending soon, this year i had not been to church for watchnight service, i want to welcome 2009 in a new way....and guess that is why i started this blog, doing what i like best to write.

2008 is indeed a fruitful year, been able to work for the past half year at a neighbourhood link and yes i am looking forward to doing a better job(i guess that is one of the hopes of 2009).And i had been into a relationship(the guy is Kelvin), but i guess Kelvin did not want to commit to me and i guess i don't love him enough.

Well, at the start of this year i had prayed that i won't be troubled by relationship and money problems .....guess i am indeed breaking free from it ....Thank You God.

2009 ....lord what is there in store for me....i jus want to live it to the fullest .....have a healthy lifestyle ,be able to slim down and perhaps be able to have more money....guess i had to look for ways to earn more money.....and yes to do my job well.....i think i want to learn a new skill too.....read more , write more and yes pray more ....allowing you to increase and me to decrease ....to have hope in you ,to let your love overflows and knows that whatever the circumstances that i am in i know You are with me and with you i can do everything.

Lastly , God i want to thank you for 2008 and yes i am going to say thank you for 2009 also because i trust you that you will be with me ....and that is more than enough....lord thank you, I love you....In jesus name Amen!

P/s : The photo is me and my nieces and nephew....guess is taken a few years ahead.